Ah, here we go. Testing the sound. Testing the sound. Testing the sound. Mm-hmm. There we are. Yes, stylings were early, early, early, but it was because I'm testing a new, um, new software, and I wasn't sure if I was gonna get it right. Oh, my goodness. So let's see what we have here. Now, I should be able to see... Let me see. I should be able to see everybody's comments coming in. I should be able to see the comments. Hmm. Let's see what guys... Go ahead and, um... Mm-hmm. Okay, wait a minute. This is just a... Oh, here we go. Here we go. Ah, all right. Thank you. Okay, so I can see the chats now. I can see the, uh, comments. This is a, you know, the little testing in the beginning thing, and it looks like there's a bit of a delay so, uh, I'll, I'll do my best not to look at the, at the screen.
I'll, I'll not get distracted by that. Oh, good to see you too, Tony. Oh, my gosh, it's been so long. It seems like it's been a long time. I feel like I've had a whole lifetime since the last time I was here for the chats. Hello there, Sister Starshine. Hey, Susan, good to see you. So what should happen here is I am able to see the comments through all of the social media layers that this is being broadcast to. So, um, well, we'll hope that works. This is a, a, a different system than I've used before so... And I don't have my, um, dear Starshine that, that used to, um, assist us with this, so, um, I'm, I'm running solo here. Going solo. All right. Well, we'll give everybody a minute or two to, um, to get aboard. In the meantime, I need to get a couple links, uh, available. Let's see how I do that. Um, I think maybe what I'll do is... How will I do that? I have to think about how to get those links to you guys. „Un momento por favor." Mm-hmm. All right, we're gonna just take a minute and settle in and let me figure out what's happening here. Okay, I got a, I got a quick way to do it. I will copy/paste it is what I'll do. I'll copy/paste it. I love copy/paste. Mm-hmm, assuming I can get to the link. All right, we have a couple more minutes. If there are anything, if... You know, just go ahead and share if there are things that, um, that have been on your mind that you would like me to talk about. Uh, this time around I'm really going to... I want to focus on decoding the fourth dimension and the different kinds of, um, distortions and reversals that we have, 'cause there's several out there, and I've encountered many, and I would love to just keep breaking that down because there's, you know, a lot of, a lot of crazy stuff going on. And, and we have, you know, crossed this threshold into a, a new way of working, and some of the old stuff is still kinda dragging us back. So if there's anything that is, um, really on the top of your mind to talk about or to, to ask me about, put it in the chats and I will get to it. Um, but before I get into what I wanna talk about, like, officially, um, let me, let me get focused here and do this copy/paste thing so I can have this on hand. Mm-hmm. Well, that's just too bad. There it is. We're getting there. We're getting there. Hola, Chica, good to see you too.
Yeah, there's quite a delay between, uh, you know, the, the, the live spoken word and the, and the messaging so that, that's something to keep in mind. All right, I wanna copy, and then I wanna send this link to myself. I'm gonna send it this way. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm, almost there. All right. Last, last one, last thing. Mm-hmm. You know, it's funny, my, um, browser buttons and everything are still in Spanish during that time, during the, those two years, couple of years that I was, uh, staying in Tulum. It's, um... Anyway, it's an interesting reminder of those days.
All right. All right. It looks like we are getting there. All right, good to see you. Thank you, Sherry, for being here, and the gang is coming. The gang is coming in. Uh, let me know about the, um, the delay. I- it may be, it may just be this, this, uh, streaming platform, and then it's actually coming through in real time in another platform. I just wanted to be able to see the comments as I go by so I can say hi to all of my dear star shines. I missed you guys. Uh-huh, here we are. Here we are. I'm about to sing, uh, The Masters of the Universe from Highlander. Okay. I don't wanna close any of these windows now, because then I won't be able to... All right. We were gonna officially begin. Okay, we're officially beginning. Hello, dear star shines. Welcome, welcome, welcome to the Rise of the Multidimensional Human podcast. For those of you who know me and know what I, how I roll and what we talk about, you... this is the formerly known as the lunchtime chats. And I am happy to bring this forward in a different vibe because, uh, you know, we're upgrading. We're going into a whole nother level of, uh, of our work as multidimensionals, as our, uh, as anchoring in the, um, I'm gonna say higher levels of consciousness, or alternative perceptions into multi-layered realities. You know, we're just... The bar is just rising, rising, rising. And of course, as part of that process, there is a lot to, uh, to work through. And that transformation that we're working through often, um... well, most of the time, uh, and with few exceptions, through crisis. You know? This, this transformation happens through illness, through life explosions, through, uh, dealing with massive grief, disappointment, heartbreak. Y- and I imagine, um, many of us have had a lot of intensities going on since this, the onset of this, uh, acceleration. Now, the acceleration has been going on for quite some time, but, um, I think we've really noticed it as a collective in the past three years, three, four years. For some people, it's been since the 'Rona, but, you know, uh, I, I'm going generality, right, with collective. So welcome everybody to the new version of the Rise of the Multidimensional Human podcast. Um, for those of you who are, who are new, my name is Christina.
I am a consciousness accelerator, so what that means is that I, um, have transmissions, embodiment teachings, uh, ways showing capacities to provide not just a liberative perspective to the kinds of, um, traps and, uh, um, we'll say confinements of consciousness that we have on this planet, but also, uh, the transmissions for embodiment and living from these places. So, uh, that is my, my joy, my life path, my soul purpose, and I'm so, so happy and grateful that I get to do that with you guys, uh, today.
So there's been a lot going on since I've taken this break. Uh, it's... I realize it's just a week over a year. So it was a year ago that I took a break, and here we are back. And we... Even though I've been taking a break from the podcast, um, we've been very busy doing lots of things in our Light Body Academy, uh, Community. Um, we've been growing. We've been cultivating, uh, our relations with the unseen world. We've been making a lot of headway with re- uh, peeling away the blinders that keep us confined to a certain bandwidth of reality. Uh, dream work, of course, and stepping into our power as sacred dreamers. So one of the things that, uh, came out of that, that kinda, that I can share with you guys today is a, um, my new workbook. So this is a workbook that I printed out. You can find it on Amazon. It's called Rise of the Multidimensional Human. And I say this to you guys because what this is, this is a workbook to help you reflect and get deeper into your authentic self, your embodiment, so you can live from your multidimensional nature, not just, you know, uh, have one, one form of yourself when you're with friends and family and the community at large, and another form of yourself when you're in private or hiking through the forest or on your meditation cushion or whatever. It's so... It's to help you integrate the multidimensional being that you are in your everyday world. So, um, as far as teachings about star people and dimensions and all that stuff, it's, it's a little bit in here, but mostly it's getting you clear on where you are right now so you can move forward. So, um, it's Rise of the Multidimensional Human on, um, Amazon. So I encourage you guys to check that out. It is a workbook, so there's prompt spaces and stuff for you to write and reflect. So there's a few things that I wanna talk about. Hello there, Sister Laura. Gl- glad you're here. And, uh, one of them is the, um, is this transformation that we've been in. Now, I've been in a transformation. You're in a, you've been in a transformation. I would love to hear from you guys what's been going on in your world. Um, I only can speak from my own personal experiences and what I've been holding space for and witnessing within the academy. And, uh, you know, transformation has been upon us, and that includes heartbreak, that includes, uh, grief, deep grief, um, that includes d- uh, deep initiatic, let's say, um, processes. So I want to spend today activating the 4D field but also decoding it, 'cause I had some very interesting experiences when I was on my speaking tour.
It was, it was a short tour, uh, this summer and, um, and I, I learned a lot from them, and some of them were way more chaotic than others. Uh, the ones that were really on board with the energy, um, it was smooth sailing, no problem. But the others that were super mired into belief systems and stuff like that, it was, it, it got rather explosive.
So, so I wanna, I wanna talk about that, and I wanna talk about, um, the initiations that we go through, this transformative initiations that we go through as a species as we wake up to our multidimensional nature. So if there are anything, if there's anything that you want me to touch on in this conversation, put it in the comments. I, I won't interrupt my flow to read them, but I will make time to come back and read them and weave them into what we're talking about, okay? So, so, so I do know that, um, when you type in, don't worry about interrupting my flow. I, I'm gonna be better about not stopping midstream. So let's first talk about, uh, multidimensional awareness. What is it? What does this mean for us? And, and, and so just to reiterate over and over, it's, you know, what I say over and over again, these biosuits that we live in, we're infinite beings in a biosuit. This is the multidimensional perception here. And, um, and this biosuit has lenses. These lenses allow us to see, interact, and engage with the different nesting dolls of reality that create our 3D reality. So as multidimensionals, we're aware that there's a lot happening in the unseen world that actually formulates and informs and creates the here and now reality that we're experiencing. So for example, I have this beautiful plant. I love this plant. This plant did not begin as a seed. In the three-dimensional reality y- uh, limited frame-up, yes, it began with a seed getting planted in soil. But long before this was a seed, this was a morphogenic field, as in a field that, that things get born out of, a morphogenic field be- in the unseen realms before it became a seed, right? It was an idea. It was an intention. It's a consciousness that came into a particular geometric pattern that was the morphic field that the seed came from, all right? So, so that's an ex- just a really simple example of how things start off in the unseen before they are in the seen. Now, as humans, what happens is that we dream things into being. I know we don't own that reality yet. Many of us do, but n- uh, most of the c- uh, collective doesn't understand that. They think dreams are just dreams, and, uh, and have other kinds of things in the hierarchy of their understanding that create reality. But, uh, as beings in a hyperdimensional biosuit that has the capacities to touch all these realities, we're waking up. Our job is to wake up to the real truth, to the energy of truth, be able to perceive, have, engage with the energy of the truth even though we can't see it necessarily with our eyeballs, um, in order to steer our reality, okay? So let's talk about the fourth dimension, because this is a dimension that is the big blind spot for 99.9% of, of humans in this reality.
And I'm, and I'm gonna say reality and not planet, because this actually, when you go deep into the multidimensional teachings, you realize that a planet isn't just a planet. Like, things that things... that reality is not what we think it is at all, not even close. It's like a rude awakening, kinda like what, um, Neo went through with the whole Matrix thing. He thought he w- you know, he was pursuing something that he was driven to pursue, like a mystery. In this case, I think it was, uh, that, the guy named Morpheus, and he couldn't put it down. It was maybe a conspiracy theory or something in the, in the Matrix world that he lived in. And then once he actually found what, what the real reality was, it was so overwhelmingly shocking to the system that it took time. It took time to actually get a grip.
Okay, so I'm going to draw a geometric shape here, and this is, this is a geometric shape to show us how the fourth dimension works, how the fourth dimension engages with our consciousness, okay? So the... it's a, it's a lens within a lens. So if you guys have ever, you know, like say you wear glasses, right? I have these readers here. So you have these, you have these glasses, and say these glasses aren't quite strong enough. And so say on top of these readers, I also bring in a magnifying glass, right? So then now I'm looking, um, through a lens through another lens, okay? This is how the 4D field is interacting with our consciousness.
It's a lens within a lens. It's not just a straight lens where you have only one layer of curvature/distortion informing you. Okay. Our lens, our lens in our physical body for perceiving this field, we engage with it every day without exception, is the solar plexus. The solar plexus is the l- aperture, so to speak, that we perceive and engage with this 4D field. And the 4D field is so important to our reality, we actually wouldn't have this reality without the 4D field. So I don't wanna say that it's a bad thing, the field, 'cause there is no good or bad, but I do wanna say that it is heavily, heavily, heavily influenced with distortions. And because of that, this is how we stay blinded to the actual energy of truth.
Okay? Energy of truth is something that many people fear. Their nervous system has a reaction to it because it has been used as weapons against us over generations. And empaths now, born in this day, you know exactly what I'm talking about, 'cause truth has been... Your honesty and truth has been used, uh, you know, against you in certain ways, and this is why as empaths we get into, like, super reality management when we're de- when we're dealing with people. Because we are craving, wanting to have peace ourselves, but we can't have it until the people around us are at peace, and then that's where the games ensue. All right. So let me get into this field. So this field, solar plexus, this is how we engage the outside world and the individual perspective, but this is also how we engage all the higher frequencies of dimensions. So before I go into those higher dimensions, we first need to ground into our here and now, into the bio-suit.
And how do we ground into the bio-suit is we pay attention to the rhythms happening in our bio-suit. So one of the easiest rhythms to pay attention to is your breath. So go ahead and start paying attention to the sensations of the breath. It could be sounds. It could be the movement of the breath, the air going through the nose and mouth. It could be the expansion of the lungs, the chest. It could be all those things. You may notice that your breathing is higher up or lower in the body. Just pay attention. Don't judge or assess, just pay attention to the sensations.
By changing our focus from one frequency to another, we are shifting, uh, we're, we're shifting the frequencies that we're engaging with, and that has a direct impact on our bio-suit. It is so simple, it is deceptive.
But when we make it a practice, we start to realize what we can do to bring ourselves into deeper presence in our here and now that's not like this big elaborate meditation thing. It's simply pay- with just paying attention. So pay attention to how the breath feels. Pay attention to the sound. Pay attention to whatever comes into your awareness when you, when, when you move your, shift your awareness to the breath. Now, after you do that, then there's the heartbeat, and in that heartbeat is the heartbeat of all heartbeats. So in that heartbeat is the heartbeat of the great mother, the Pachamama, Mother Earth. It is the heartbeat of the great mother, as in the, um, Ma, the, the creational mother of all of reality.
Okay? This is nestled together. This heartbeat connects in many different heartbeats that is one heartbeat. You ever hear the term one love, one heart? Okay. This is what we're trying to get to. That's the idea that's getting posed there. So this is also that heartbeat, okay? If you keep allowing the rhythm of your heartbeat to bring you deeper into the body, when I say deeper, you're going deeper in, in, in, what will start to happen is that you'll get to the baseline frequency, and the baseline frequency in the body is what we would call the first dimension, 1D. This is the actual heart and mind core consciousness of the Pachamama. Okay? This is such a beautiful frequency to be nourished by and held by, because there's a default feeling here that we have, and that default feeling is you are precious, you are loved and held simply because you exist.
Okay? That is the, the essence of the, the 1D. Now, I'm talking about a vast cosmic/planetary consciousness, so, so, you know, do know that I'm only, I'm only speaking about certain threads that I can put words to, uh, certain feelings, sensations that we have in the human body that I can put words to describe this. And then after, after this, after you are able to go deep and feel that, then you can start going... then you'll start, uh, shifting in your awareness and you'll go into something called the 2D, the telluric realm. So the telluric realm, some might call it the underworld, the Mayans call it the underworld, the telluric realm is a deep time, and I think that, um...
Okay, yeah, that term came from a dear sister, Starshar- Starshine, uh, that studies, that makes a study of, uh, ... geology and stuff like this. So I love the term deep time because it's at a different scale. So in a human lifetime, we're talking about a century. When you're talking about lineages, you're talking about centuries, maybe millenn- millennia in rare incidences. But then when you start looking at geology and you start looking at the way landscapes change, like the Ice Age, the coming and going of the Ice Age, all this stuff, it's like time is on a whole nother scale. Okay?
N- now we have a narrative in the human family that tells us that humans have been around for about 5,000 years, which if you pay attention to the other kind of research out there, is, has already been debunked a thousand times over. Um, for example, um, Dear Brother Starshine's, um, uh, documentary called, um, Ancient Apocalypse, right? So they go, they are able to trace structures going back 15,000, 20,000, 45,000 years. And then you also have time lenses that go back even further, and evidence of structures going back even further, which, um, we experienced when we were in Bosnia, when we were in the Bosnian pyramids. Those pyramids are ancient. I'm talking hundreds and thousands of years. Right? So, so there is this other kind of concept of deep time.
So the telluric realm, and then we have our 3D time and space where we all occupy. We know this. You throw a stone and it falls, right? It, it travels, then it falls. Um, time travels like an, travels like an arrow. There's a beginning, a middle, and an end, right? That's the 3D.
And then we have our 4D field. Our 4D field is emotional. It's mental. There's lots of ways to... And it's also a consensus field, so a four-dimensional construct could be a silent family agreement. A, a fourth-dimensional construct can also be a written, signed contract. Now, the difference between those two things, you might think that the written, signed contract is more potent and, and influential because you can go to a court and enforce it. You can go to places, enforce it. But what I, um, what I've watched happen is that those silent agreements within families are e- are very, very powerful because there is nothing to point... It's covert. There's nothing you can point at to have a conversation about, to express a contrary idea to. You see what I mean? It's like a silent structure, energetic structure that everybody agrees to and therefore gives it power. Your actions and lack of actions, your words or lack of words, your feelings, your thoughts, things that are invisible inside of you all feed the construct, and that becomes a, a construct with... an energetic construct that the family unit operates within that is very, very powerful and I would say even can be even more powerful than the kinds of, um, energetic contracts we can put in the written word. So, so I'm just painting this picture so you get the idea of how this energetic structure really organizes us and how we behave, how we think, how we feel, how we engage with the world, how we engage with our beloveds, okay?
So, so, um, th- this is a consensus agreement that I'm talking about. Now, there's ways in which we h- come to consensus and agreement in relationship to higher dimensional frequencies. So when I say higher dimensional frequencies, I'm talking about frequencies of consciousness that operate a- as an outer nesting doll to the 4D field. So a mental, emotional, um, data sets and invisible energetic data sets are in this 4D field, but then there's also higher dimensions that come in that also inundate and influence this field. Okay?
So one of them being the fifth dimension, which you guys I'm sure heard a lot about. We're all waking up to the fifth dimension, right? Right? So, um, I mean, I j- I, I laugh because, you know, it, it is... As a multidimensional, you realize these terms that we come up with are so arbitrary, you know? Um, but it, but, um, this 5D field thing that I'm talking about, this is where a lot of people are wowed, you know, 'cause it's, it's the heart-centeredness. It's, um, there's an integrity to heart-centeredness that, um, that, uh, that filters through, and then there's, uh, this endless, this experience of being outside of time, it, this experience of just be in the flow, right? It's a free flow of creation. It's just flow state, you can call it. That's, that's us embodying and taking action in the f- the field of that. Now, in order to get us into flow state, think about... All right, so you think about flow state, like what I'm talking about. What do you need to do? What have you needed to do in the past in order to get yourself into flow state? Just think about... And, and actually if you guys can put a couple things in here, um, uh, I would love to read them off. So there are many different ways to get yourself into flow state. Some, um, it's like a warm-up, right? You need to warm up. Writers get into flow state. Musicians get into flow state. Uh, um, artists of all sorts get into flow state, and then you also have, uh, medicine people, shama- shamans can get into a flow state. We can get into a flow state in, for, for anything because it is a, uh, frequency that our bio suits are wired to embody, to have. So our most genius moments in life come out of- Our flow state. Okay.
So, uh, if you ever have, like, the most, the most amazing day where the whole day was absolutely one miracle after another, synchronicity after another, well, that's flow state, right? When you are able to come up with endless ideas and get super productive, and you're just riding high and feeling good on that, that's flow state. Now, flow states don't necessarily have to have a purpose, like go towards, you know, making content or, or art or something like this. It could just be for the sake of the flow state itself. Um, I would, uh... So for example, I realized when I was younger, like 11, 12 years old, I would get into flow state when I rode. And it really depended on what horse I was riding. I had different horses. I had options there. Um, but certain, certain ones I would be able to get into a flow state with, and it was as if we were one riding together.
You know, we were, we were a unit. So, so this is that frequency. It's expansive, it's inclusive, it's loving, it's... I, I don't wanna say slime joy. It's just, and just be in beauty in the moment. It's like the making beauty of things is very, very simple and easy and all this stuff. Okay.
So I have a couple, um, I do have a couple people giving me feedback on what they do for their flow state. Um, some say, um, focusing on the breath, like breathwork. Uh, that, that could be. Uh, I think breathwork is great for stimulating the nervous system and quieting the mind, absolutely. I've had that. I have had, um, really profound states of consciousness happen with breath. And then we have, um, music. Yes, of the same frequency, and heart. Yes. Oh, okay, okay. So she's talking about the heart as, uh, the freq- the music that matches the frequency of the task, and that reminds me of a, a dear artist that I, um, have been in association with in Crestone. So, so she has a huge project. She has a vision. She has this project, and there's lots of layers to this project. So in order for her to keep moving forward with the creativity, 'cause you know sometimes when large projects happen, maybe you have to wait for the right time or... You know what I mean? Certain things. There's, there's stall points, so to speak. And what she would do, and I was so impressed with how she would do this, is that she had the vision. She was getting people on board, building the team, and then she created a sculpture. The sculpture embodied the energy. Not mind, but the flow. In the flow state, she created a sculpture with the intention of it embodying the energy. See, this is brilliant because she, she's using her action, her flow state, to actually anchor something in this reality that resonates with the vision, okay?
So, I mean, this is... It's actually high magic what she was doing. Okay? So this, this sort of thing. That, that's all the fifth dimensional energy. The other thing that comes with fifth dimensional energy is time is different. Time is, uh, subjective. We already know, and that's been proven, but also what happens is that time will move by very fast. You'll think it's five minutes, but it's really been an hour, right? So, so time, our relationship to time becomes, goes into a different lens when we're in the flow state. Um, another thing that happens is that, uh, you know, our mind is at peace most of the time, or maybe we'll b- jump in and out of being at peace and, and thought. So our mind is, is, uh, we're content, so to speak. All right, so that's the 5D, and this is the heart field, and we can also access the Akasha through the heart field.
And so the Akasha, for those of you who are, um, new to some of these terms, the Akasha is a, uh, a structure that it's a multidimensional structure that holds records, um, of the unseen reality that create this reality. So when you are talking about interactions, uh, events in your soul's journey, you would access that oftentimes through the Akasha. So you can get to past life contracts.
You can, you can clear up trauma dramas, soul retrieval work. You can do all sorts of stuff within that Akashic framework. But I do wanna caution you guys to understand that Akasha, just because it's in the unseen realm and just because it's an organizing force, doesn't mean that it's not fucked with, okay? So please.
All right. Now, since I said that, we go into the next higher frequency of dimension that comes through that 4D field, and that is s- the sixth dimension. This is the light body. This is the geometry behind form, okay? So this is the, the geometry of the elements, the geometry of consciousness. So, and our lens for perceiving this... Um, oh, let me step back for a second. The 5D. Our lens for perceiving and interacting and engaging and creating from this frequency of reality is the heart. The heart is the lens for that. The next layer lens is our throat, and this is the sixth dimension, that light body. So this is us using consciousness connected to sound to create reality. So this is spell casting, but on a whole nother level, not like what we're, we've been taught or what's been modeled for us in movies or anything like this. This is speaking things into being once you actually have that capacity, comes online. Most humans do not. Why? Because most humans, no offense, talk bullshit most of their life. When I say, when I'm talking about white lies, I'm talking about speaking against yourself, speaking against others. I'm talking about placating, uh, false complimenting, uh, telling stories that you know are corrosive. You know, things like this. All of that takes our capacity of speaking things into being offline. So think about how long you've lived and how many lies, dishonest things have you said out loud to another person or yourself in your lifetime? Okay? Every single one of those takes a n- takes a hit on your, on this lens, okay? It, like, puts dents in the lens. So you not only can you not see clearly now, you also don't have access to the ability to create from that cl- from the tr- clarity of truth, okay? So just imagine my, my readers had all these dents in it from, from the BS that has been spoken or whatever. Uh, okay, that's, that's, this is what we do to ourselves as human training. I'm not saying it's anybody's fault. It's not anybody's fault at all. That's just how we were brought up. Matter of fact, who... My, my mom, many times over, 'cause my sister and I used to fight a lot, she s- she would say, "If you have nothing l- if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all. Talk about the weather." Right? Okay. So, so this is, you know, a, a, a real struggle within the human experience to always to be standing in that truth, to, to allow truth to be spoken, and then allow the, your truth to be heard. So it's not even just your own commitment to your own truth, it's actually being around people who care about what the truth is and listening to you, and either validating or invalidating you, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
Now, um, we have this understanding that kids are so honest. Yes, they're so honest because it hasn't been beat out of them yet. And i- that could be phys- that could be literally or metaphorically. But, uh, just know that, you know, we all contribute through our actions and the distortions in our fourth dimensional field to our own detriment. And this is what we're waking up out of.
And this is why it's so important that we get support because there's a lot of momentum that works against us waking up to our multidimensional nature and living from our truth. That's why I do these pod- that's why I'm committed to doing these podcasts, so you guys can have the empowerment and tools you need and, and liberated perspective you need to live from this space that's opening up inside of you. You are a multidimensional being, as am I. We have capacities that are not supported by the larger human family, right? And even the part of the human family that claims to support it still doesn't because there's this whole PC thing going on. There's all this plant medicine abuse going on. There's all this jacked up narcissistic spirituality going on. I mean, oh my gosh, the, the stuff, the, the, it's like it blows my mind. But that, so that's the distortion. But there's also amazing things happening, and I'm telling you right now, it's everywhere you look if you are willing to look and pay attention. Nature is speaking to us. The trees are speaking to us. Even the grass on the ground has wisdom to share, a space to hold. The fae beings of the elemental realm are reaching out to us and are profound, profound teachers of, of our a- awakening, and so on and so forth. So there, we do have constant access to support.
It's just, you know, focusing on that and allowing it to support us, right? All right, so we have our 6D field. That's the, the geometry. And then we have actual frequency, and that's the 7D. Okay? Now our... No, this is gonna give you g- oh, this is a trip. Okay. So as I activate these fields, you know, things start dropping in pretty quickly. So this is the, um, the what we would call the lens of the third eye. Now, I'm not interested in promoting the seven chakra model as in taught in the Vedic system. Um, but I just need to s- to mention the lenses in the w- in this way so you guys understand the access. There are many awakening human beings that no longer operate within that Vedic chakra system anymore. So, um, I, I'm not... I, I wanna make sure you know you're included in this because your, your lenses are operating a little bit differently, and they're, the, th- but they're operating. So the other things that I'm talking about is going to land, it's just maybe not in that particular model, in that energetic model for you. So, so I just wanna mention that. So for those of you who've done a lot of spiritual work and transformational work, and maybe even certain kinds of plant medicines, certain kinds of medicines that open you up to deep altered states, okay? This is what happens. I'm gonna say this for those that have had the experience, and then also for those that maybe haven't.
When you wake up out of the human field, when you wake up beyond, this is what it looks like to actually wake up beyond this 4D field, the 4D field of thought, feelings, emotions, uh, consensus, all that stuff. What it looks like to open out of that is one of the most blissful, exciting experiences of a lifetime.
And how I've encountered this is that as the, uh, as my field opens, and it's not just the third eye, but I'm gonna have to speak on that le- level because of the, the way the, the, that model, that works. When it opens, first it's like... And if you listen to people talk about near-death experiences or plant medicine experiences, they'll, they'll s- they'll often talk about it like this too. First, it's like an assault of geometry. You just are bombarded by the awareness of all this geometry, and it's not like far away geometry. It's like up close and personal geometry. Bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam. Those geometric forms that you're getting assaulted by are your thought forms. These are the thought forms that are actually, they have a geometric structure, a 6D structure, okay? Because that 6D comes right into this 4D field and participates playing the game in here, right? And we have thoughts and feelings which create geometric shapes, and that's what we're being assaulted by, these thoughts, mind thoughts. And feelings and beliefs, okay? Now, some of these geometries are more intense than others, but you'll notice that bam, bam, bam, it's coming, coming, coming, coming. And then as you- your field continues to open, even, even to higher levels of this field, the shapes will start to become simpler and simpler and simpler, and there's not, not a lot of color anymore either. The colors get more and more diffuse to the point where you're only seeing black and white and one simple shape, and that one simple shape can, can be a triangle. It's been a triangle for me before. It's been, uh, like a moving... Like, a sense of a movement before. But it just like, it's like complexity, which is these d- all these dimensions, right? Complexity, and then it starts getting into total simplicity where it's just yin and yang. Let's call it like that, okay? And that is the la- is the last threshold to the opening where now you're in infinite expanded space. That's the experience. And in that opening of infinite expanded space, your heart is blown wide open.
Your, your body is completely open. Everything is opened, and you can now navigate with your intention and with your spirit. The rub on that is, is that a lot of people don't know how to navigate with their intention and with their spirit, and they need, they need a guide. They need s- a, a shaman or something to hold that kind of space. Until you don't, of course. But, um, and, well, even that is trick- can be a tricky situation. Okay, and then we have that all that is. So you explode out through past the human experience, and in that infinite empty space, it's the all that is. There is only isness. Isness is all there is. There's no intention you can focus on. There's no... There's nothing other than "is." Everything is all at once, okay?
And that lens that we engage that particular, uh, uh, dimensional reality through is what we would call the crown. And then there's one more dimension beyond that, and this one is much harder to feel, sense, and taste and know, but it is all around us all the time in many different ways, and that is this nine-dimensional field, and that is time. Now, I don't mean necessarily just linear time. I'm talking about time in all of its forms. Time has many different kinds of forms. You have linear time, you have circular time, and you guys have all experienced this. Linear time, of course, is, you know, beginning, middle, end. I have to be there by 1:00. It's c- my meeting will be over at 3:00. Linear time.
But then you have circular time, and this is where w- energy work starts coming into. You s- you heal massive things within your ancestry. You heal trauma dramas from the past, maybe have some soul retrieval kind of work, and now you are in cyclical time. So you are, you are experiencing an unfoldment of consciousness that's happening, happening in a cycle. And this is why we repeat things lifetime to lifetime to lifetime, because we're in cycles, and in order to end that cycle, it, there has to be a completion. And once the completion happens, which is either the soul, soul retrieval or the completion of the contract or construct, whatever you wanna call that, now the s- the momentum of that cycle is no longer there, and it's considered healed.
So you literally healed your here-and-now moment by addressing the time cycles of a past. So just examples of the different kinds of time that we have to work with. Now, the 9D is a very interesting idea. So it's the center of the black hole, which, uh, is taught as a zoltan. But it's, to me, when I, when I feel into it, there's a strong desire to have time. If you know what I mean by that. Feel what your body does when I say that. Um, and this is where we have the differentiation between eternal, right? Eternal, which means goes on forever, is still within this time, this dilation or, um, these lenses of multidimensional s- reality. But then we have infinite, and this is where we really get liberated in when we can touch it because infinity has no beginning and has no end, and this is what's important as humans in a bio suit for us to work with.
That means we're stepping completely past this model of time and into infinity, which means the reality, the paradigm that we operate in has different rules, and this is when we talk about the new paradigm. This is what we're talking about, a reality that has different rules, rules that everybody agrees are the rules that we work with to create our reality. Okay? So there's a lot of things for humans to work through in order to be able to have that truth alive in their awareness, and a lot of that means getting sick. A lot of that means total destruction of your life. A lot of that means heartbreak, uh, destruction of everything that you th- that you believed, a crisis of faith, okay?
Now- I mentioned earlier this is my soul path. I know this is my soul path because I've been getting taught these things from a very young age.
Even, you know, when I didn't consider myself awake, I was still getting these lessons. I was still having this stuff unfold, and I never really quite understood in the moment clearly what was going on. It was in retrospect that I understand why I was getting exposed to certain things, you know? Like for example, um, spiritual practices. Yoga. I loved yoga. Yoga, meditation, mantra, breathwork, pranayams, all that stuff, right? Loved it, loved it, loved it. Completely transformed my life. I became a teacher. All those things because I just loved the, the work so, so much. But I also learned from a teacher that came from an ashram, and, uh, and this was my first exposure to holy people, to divine people in a body that weren't of a Christian or, you know, some kind of Christian background or clergy like this.
And, and this was in the form... She came from an ashram where the guru was the leader of that community for 20 years, 20, 30 years, something like this. Well, people dedicated their entire life to the work, their entire life to the sutras, their entire life to the process, right? Then it comes, gets revealed that the guru was, you know, got knocked off his pedestal let's say. And, and it was in the form of, uh, like the monastics. That's, those are the people that have a monastic lifestyle that were like the deep inner circle of the ashram. Um, you know, uh, people took vows of poverty, people were celibate, people... You know, they lived a monastic lifestyle, and then come to find out their guru has been having sex with a lot of the young body workers and ladies in the you know, in the, um, community, even though he has a wife and all this stuff. So, so that like rocked the community, and then so by the time I came into the teachings, what happened was it was, I was witness to the conversations that people are having, the judgments that people are having, the crisis of faith people were in. Like people... Can you imagine dedicating, I can imagine this now 'cause I've lived it, um, dedicating 30 years, 40 years, 50 years of your life into something to find out that the main crux of it, the, the founder so to speak, is not who you thought they were, is capable of doing, breaking these vows that you've taken, right? That is a crisis of faith. So way early in my spiritual journey, my awakening journey, I was exposed to the conversation of people in a deep crisis of faith, okay?
And you know, I was a teenager. I didn't quite understand. I, I didn't. I related, but not really. I sat with the guru more than once. He was amazing. I watched him levitate. Amazing. I mean, truly a being that had powers beyond the average human being. You know, it wasn't like he was some, you know, jamoke or something. Um, and I had some of the deepest meditative experience of my life, um, with him, right? So, so I wasn't making judgment either way. I was just going with it 'cause I, I didn't know, and I was having these profound experiences, and I was just, you know, going for it.
And then I, and, and, you know, just really, really enwrapped myself in all the different mystery school teachings that I can get my whole, get my hands on and that were within that lens. And, and when I say that lens, I'm talking about the Vedic teachings, right? The, the, the beach mantras, the seed, the, the seed syllables, the chakra systems, the, all this stuff. I loved it, loved it, loved it.
Mantras. Loved it, loved it, loved it. There's still mantras that I say to this day because I love them so much and they give me such nourishment. So, so, um, I'm not saying throw the baby out with the bathwater. I'm saying that I wanna talk about this crisis of faith that we hit. 'Cause think back in your life. Where has your crisis of faith been? We all have had it.
We've all had it. It could have been that, you know, maybe someone you loved and dedicated yourself to was not who you thought they were, and then you found out that, you know, oh my gosh, this whole thing has been a lie, right? Maybe it's been a practice, a religion that you completely loved and embraced, embraced all the way, and it brought amazing things into your life, and then you find out that, you know, that, that it's completely corrupted and part of, you know, some of the atrocities that happen on this planet. Like, like, like the Catholic Church. You know, they had that back in the, it was the '90s and early 2000s. Now the younger folks aren't gonna remember this, but it was a huge crisis for it to get revealed that the pedophilia was as prolific as it was in the church. And I'm not just saying there wasn't just a couple hundred priests or something. They, they found there was 80,000-plus priests that were charged and in prison because of the pedophilia around globally, right? So it was not a little issue. It was a big issue, and the bigger pr- the, the bigger problem was that these high, um, um, uh, uh, holy leaders so to speak were turning a blind eye knowing that they were placing, uh, predators with, in, in environments where they're gonna cause harm to people, right?
Uh, so that's a crisis of faith that you visit. Say you worked your entire life in a particular direction and, and you realize holy fuck, you know? Um, it's completely all of a sudden it's like s- total, uh, crash and burn, and it's completely out of your, out of your reach. Just when you thought you were about to have it or get it, and then it's out of your reach, right? Yes, the medical industry. Oh, yes. People who are in holistic lifestyles and healing visit this crisis of faith more than one time in, in life, okay? And that is because the, the, the medical industry is so vastly jacked up and back-asswards- You know, it's really hard to find the forest through the, the trees through the forest when you're working with it. Holistically as well, there's so much crap out there that is just anecdotal. W- when I say anecdotal, I mean, uh, a lot of people, the consensus is they believe it, but no one's actually put it to practice, you know?
This is why I like talking to people who have actually healed themselves of A, B, and C disorders, right? The, the, like, what actually worked for them. And very often it's not just one thing, it's a whole cascade of life changes they had to go through in order to achieve the healing of whatever their, their crisis is. Um, I've had my own m- I've had my own, and the most recent one was like... Actually, the time before the most recent one was, was huge because I had to, like, step out of the family pattern. I had to completely get out of the family pattern because it was so freaking toxic.
And, you know, I am, um... Well, energetically, with the things that I do in a lot of ways, when you work with me you'll, you'll, you, you learn this pretty quickly, I'm a bit of a powerhouse. Not that I'm trying to be, it just is there when I need it, and I use it to facilitate transformation for people, and awakening for people, and transmission. You know, I use it to serve. But- and I took that for granted thinking that I was... 'cause I was always using my strength to, uh, smooth things over, to make peace, to, to compensate for this toxic behavior, and to clean up that toxic behavior, and I was relying on my strength in order to survive within a family system that was so toxic it was killing me, right? So, so we go through these transformations, and with that transformation, with that crisis of faith comes grief. And this is actually what I wanna talk about and, of course, I don't get to it 'til the 'til the very end. Okay, well, we're... Okay. So, uh, but I'll, I'll be able to dial this in better as we keep going. Uh, but this is, this is the, the crux of it. The, the grief that comes with that crisis of faith.
Everything that used... This is everything that people have been deeply spiritual in their practices, they all will reach this without exceptions. I'm sorry that I had... I'm, I'm gonna say it that way, but this is the truth. So if you're, like, fully resolved that because you're so dedicated and sincere in your worship of a higher power, of God, of Jesus, of you know, whatever your thing is, and because of that you're al- you're gonna be favored, you're, uh, you're in for a very rude awakening. A very rude awakening. Because waking up to your multidimensional nature means that initiation of crisis of faith has to happen. There's no way to avoid it. There's no way to avoid it.
And what I'm talking about absolutely rock bottom in questioning everything you ever thought and believed to be the truth about reality. That's why, because reality is not what we think it is. It's not the truth. We navigate in a way that give us the illusion that certain things are the truth. But not until we're able to actually have the energy of the truth running through our system in all these different layers can we truly live in that and walk towards that. And when you walk towards the truth, you walk towards uniting the realms. I'm talking about having relationships with non-human intelligent beings. That's the Sasquatch. That's what we call ETs, inner earth beings. That's what we call the fae, the Xi, the, um, the Daenan.
I mean, all of this, these are all realities that are part of a human interaction when we're awake to who we really are and we're able to embody actual truth. Which means a crisis of faith has to happen. Has to happen. It's not a if you, you know, play your cards right. It's happening. It's coming. If you are on that path, it's coming. And for many of us, it already came and went probably more than a couple times. For, you know, for those of us who've been, you know, a bit more seasoned in this. I mean, I was around in the '90s doing this work, and it's like, whew, the things that I thought was the truth back then I, I com- I completely laugh at myself now because I, I was so sincere and so dedicated. I so loved, loved God. I loved God. I loved... I just like, oh! You know, I was in it completely, 100%, all the way. So I'm speaking from experience here. And I truly believed as long as I was dedicated, and I was sincere, and I was, um, uh, coming with a true heart, with my dedication and commitment that, you know, I w- you know, g- I was gonna be flavor- favored and blessed, and all this stuff. N- and not to say that you're not favored and blessed, it's just that what being favored and blessed means, and the experience of that, is different than what we tell ourselves. We tell ourselves it's gonna keep us safe, it's gonna keep us this, this way or that way. But really what's happening is that it's going to start peeling away the parts of who we think we are that is not the truth of who we are, and that's why that crisis of faith happens.
So if we woke up... Let's say th- let me say it a different way. If we were born, and from the moment we were born we were told that we are a divine creation between earth and sky, we are an infinite being in a bio-suit, and we're here to be loved and to create and make beauty, and we are a blessing to the world, and we have something to offer our family and our people, and we c- and the, and our family and our people can't wait to see what we're gonna do. If we grew up with that as a default, we would be living in a different reality, and we would be, uh, more true to our authentic selves. This is true. But that's not how most of us grew up. Most of us grew up in a family system where we had to behave a certain way, we had to engage in a certain way, we had to say yes to certain things. Uh, you know, go to school, achieve this, achieve that, do this. You know, you know what I mean? We were- we accepted a program that was alive in our family and in our heritage that gave us this matrix of BS to navigate, and some of us navigated it more successfully than others. I mean, we're alive, so I guess that's successful, right? But I mean, as far as, uh, um, maintaining contact with your authentic self, right? So, so if, if we are deeply authentic with ourselves and we're on this kind of journey, yeah, maybe we're not, we're not gonna need that crisis of faith. But the fact that we're brought up in distortion and, and we...
who we think we are isn't even close to how we actually are, then that's why we're, we're here with this crisis of faith, 'cause it's getting stripped away from, from things. It's getting stripped down to the bare, to the bare-naked truth.
This is the stories that's within our mythology. We have archetypes within the 4D field that tell us the story. The story of Persephone, for example, right? She has to give up a piece of clothing the deeper into the underworld she goes, and, uh, there's another, um, archetype in there that has a similar kind of thing going on. So the archetypes are fourth dimensional templates of expression. Now, remember, 4D, just because it's jacked up doesn't mean that it's good, bad, right, or wrong. It means the narratives within that take us to places or they sh- they either take us to places to grow and expand, or they take us to places to shut down and become more closed in our ability to be present and aware, okay? So the 4D field is just a fact of nature. What we engage in the 4D field, this is what I, this is what I'm decoding for you guys, is as soon as you believe in something so strongly that you're gonna die on that hill or you're gonna tell everybody and you're gonna do this and you're gonna do that, you know, then, you know, you're, you're getting your mental emotional energy in momentum with a belief. And if it's not true, it's gonna hit you. If it doesn't hit you in your... while you're awake or while you're living life, and not... and if it doesn't hit you, uh, um, on your deathbed, it's gonna hit you right afterwards. It's gonna hit you in the afterlife, in your life review, right? 'Cause there's this momentum. So it does hit you when you are investing your life force energy into something that's not real, the something that is not a truth within all these different layers. It does hit you eventually. It's just a matter of where and when. So in the awakening as a multidimensional human, we have this commitment to truth that has to be there in order for us to, to actually be empowered to anchor this new paradigm energy into our life. The more we do it, the more other people can do it. So what you do on whatever level you do it has an impact whether you know this or not, okay? Whether you know this or not, it's there. Now that I've said it, maybe you're gonna start be- being more open to evidence which, you know, then, then, you know, we're cooking with grease here. So, um, grief. Extreme grief is... This is part of the crisis of faith. Extreme grief is an initiatic, uh, passage of transformation. So whether that be deep heartbreak, despair, or loss, this kind of thing, it is an initiatic process, and the interesting thing about that, that, that I'd like to, you know, s- put out here with you guys, is that it takes great courage to love again after loss. So say you lost a beloved, a beloved child, a beloved pet, a beloved parent. Um, you know, I've had all my... Actually pretty much every close relationship that I had in my family where I really s- felt so loved and connected, uh, you know, they all passed by the time I was 30.
You know, I was, I was young, w- and, and to lose everybody. But, but th- this is the thing. Having loved and lost... Now, I'm not getting, I'm not getting poetic here, but having loved and lost is an initiation because there is a call to rise again, and I'm gonna say you successfully navigate the initiation if you are able to rise again and love again and be as... Uh, y- see, when you come out the other side, the love you have to give is wiser, it's deeper, it's more truthful. It is more integral to your true nature. Now, what most humans do that I've seen happen in my own family is that grief strikes and they downward spiral. Their addictions get worse. Their abuse gets worse. They become cold-hearted. They, you know, have no love to give. They push everybody away. They become more of an island, right? That is a wounded human that has not found the courage to rise yet. Maybe they will. They might. You know? There... Who knows what the soul has in store? We can't say. I can't say. But this is what it is. It takes great courage to rise and love again. It great- takes great courage to rise and want to thrive again, and that's why the grief, the loss, the crisis of faith is part of our growth. This is how it makes us stronger. This is how it makes us more, or less I should say, susceptible to the distortions and the lies that have manipulated us in the past. Okay?
All right. Now, I'm gonna go over here just for about a few minutes 'cause I told everybody I would, I would read through the comments, and if there's any questions in there, I'll read them. And I forgot just how quickly this time just flies by. Holy crap. It really just flies by. So let me, um, go back up here, and I'm gonna say hello to everybody. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Here we go I'm gonna say hello, hello, hello. I've already said... All right. Um, all right. So dear sister Starshine. Oh, the Long Deer Lodge. Hello, lovely. Um, a deep personal reflection and growth in silence and stillness. Well, good for you. Uh, I would say you're probably the exception. A lot of people are not, are not in that. Good. You can hold the space for the rest of us for when we get there, darling. Okay. Yeah, I would say when I'm on my best hour, I have my, my depth of stillness and silence. And yeah, okay, anyway. Dear sister Tasha, hello, mwah. Starshine, good to see you. Says, "Oh my gosh, I'm so grateful you decided to do this again." Yes, I am. Thank you. Great to be here with you. Good to be here with you too, darling. Yes. Um, and do know, guys, if there are things that come to you, like your own crisis of faith or whatever that you want, um, you know, you just want another perspective of, just, you know, email it to us at [email protected] and our dear sister Starshine Sherry in the back end will make sure that I get that, that I get that message before I do the chat, and then I'll, I'll decide which ones I can talk about and, you know, where to fit them in. 'Cause I do wanna, I do wanna make sure I'm hitting the mark supporting you guys. Okay. Yes, crisis of faith in the medical industry. Yes, yes, yes.
That's a, that is probably one of the most potent ones because when your life... when you feel like your life is at risk, then that's, that's real fear, right? And, and not that the other stuff isn't real fear, but when actually you're threatened with something being permanently disabled or taken out of, out of your bio suit, you know, say a function, you know, like a, a stroke or going blind or losing a limb or not being able to walk anymore, I mean, major functions like this, the depth of fear and, uh, turmoil that a person is in going through that, right?
It's like it takes a lot of strength to get through that making a decision with personal sovereignty because the medical establishment is you have to do this or else, right? Re- I mean, just fill in the blank. There's so many things with that. And the holistic industry, you know, is kinda... there's certain aspects to it that's a bit foo-foo. And I mean, not that I'm not into holistic lifestyle, 'cause I am, I absolutely believe in that completely, but I also have a lot of experience in it too, and there is a lot of foo-foo. I would, you know, I would say the Western medicine and holistic industry as a whole is being jacked up. They're pretty neck and neck, right? So it takes a lot to cut through that depth of fear to navigate what is right for you, what does your body really need to be fully supported so it can heal, you know, so we can heal ourselves, so, so my heart can heal, so my nervous system can heal, so, you know, whatever it is can heal. So yeah, so thank you for that. That's a big one. All right. So through, um... Though I am years separated from my partner, I do my best to raise my child with the idea that we are divine and only need to access it. Beautiful. Yes. Yes. Definitely teach your children this. They're not gonna hear it very often, so when they hear it from you, even if it doesn't land... I, I can say this because, you know, my kid- my kids are grown, but there are things that I have said when they were younger that really landed and integrated with them that I had no idea about until years and years later when they would say it back to me. And they're like, "Mom, don't you remember? Da, da, da." And I'm like, "Wow. You were listening." I'm all impressed that they were listening. So definitely do it. Do it because it, it accumulates over time, and it eventually does because, becomes something that they can fall back on for when they have their own version of the crisis of faith, right?
All right, all right, all right. Let me get back to it. Mm-hmm. All right. Thank you for sharing in this way. The grief from the crisis of faith is so real. I went through another round of this recently. Yes, yes, yes. Oh, boy. Yeah. During, uh, the pain of rec- Oh, okay, there's recent health event, I had to choose life. Yes. In the flow, LOL. Okay. Yes. Thank you, guys. So yeah, um... Our true nature is our authentic nature, and each of us have an individual expression of that 'cause each of us have a unique light body that has mapped out our experience in this reality. And that's not to say there isn't free will. There is.
But, and the nesting dolls, the free will, a lot of that free will is exercised out here in the unseen nesting dolls that have already committed to certain structures, momentums, and directions in the, for the here and now unfoldment, okay? So we wanna tell ourselves we have free will, but what we're disconnected from is all these layers of who we are and the free will that's creating things, okay? Our soul made a choice to come in for a reason. So our work here in a bio suit is to align with that reason, get ourselves together on board with that reason. And that reason may not be very satisfying to the ego driver, but it will bring fulfillment and contentment to life, okay? So we open up these lenses so we can get in alignment with the reason why our soul has us here, so we can walk with more flow, grace, and ease. 'Cause when we are imagining that the free will that we have is in the here and now ego driver resource, that's not true. The ego driver is, like, 10% in the manifestation of the re- of the rest of this reality right? So at key moments it, it, it matters. At key moments it decides the quality of your experience, but the actual unfoldment of the synchronicities happens out here in those outer nesting dolls.
So with that, thank you, thank you, thank you. Um, thank you so much for being here. I am so glad to be back doing this, and we'll see you guys again next week. And I would also, um, mention to you guys, again, if you want to do the workbook, it's Rise of the Multidimensional Human. You can find it on Amazon, and that will help you deepen, deepen, deepen into your authentic exploration of self so you can line up your, the truth of who you are, the truth with, uh, your intent and your e- ego driver levels, okay? And with that, I will say goodbye. Thank you, thank you everybody again. Let me see if... I don't know if I know how to find the door on this, so it might take me a minute. So all right. Love you all, mwah. Until next time.
